I'm ecstatic. I'm in the right place that fills that empty space inside my heart full of happy zingy elements that makes me gasp and laugh ( I've been told for no apparent reason).
So this is what Love would be like. I'm in that place which caught me unawares. No, I didn't plan a vacation or a holiday that took me someplace exotic. I won't complain if someone wants to give me a holiday or take me on one. This place where I am now, It took a while coming and it finally arrived like a neatly wrapped package. I worked a long time to see this day coming. The day I finally called mine. I am exactly where I want to be. That's happy. Its a happy day. A brilliant one where I'm content to be me. I love me.
I have always loved Art. But only recently I realized how much I love it. I've been so lucky to be placed in a time and place that uses my creativity. I'm not there completely but I will be someday. Do you know that light bulb that switches on and you know...you just know that you were made for something bigger.
I've heard that sentence about a million times but I like to give it a twist " The universe conspires to give you exactly what you want." This morning I played ball, the throw-catch-throw kind. I realized not only do I have two left feet but my hands don't seem to have reflexes that match my brains command to "Catch". May be I should get some of the dog training they throw out in the park - for free, and fetch some flying Frisbee.
I don't live in my past anymore. All those things that weighed me down yesterday. I threw it out the window, and I've moved on to better and bigger things.
So this is what Love would be like. I'm in that place which caught me unawares. No, I didn't plan a vacation or a holiday that took me someplace exotic. I won't complain if someone wants to give me a holiday or take me on one. This place where I am now, It took a while coming and it finally arrived like a neatly wrapped package. I worked a long time to see this day coming. The day I finally called mine. I am exactly where I want to be. That's happy. Its a happy day. A brilliant one where I'm content to be me. I love me.
I have always loved Art. But only recently I realized how much I love it. I've been so lucky to be placed in a time and place that uses my creativity. I'm not there completely but I will be someday. Do you know that light bulb that switches on and you know...you just know that you were made for something bigger.
I've heard that sentence about a million times but I like to give it a twist " The universe conspires to give you exactly what you want." This morning I played ball, the throw-catch-throw kind. I realized not only do I have two left feet but my hands don't seem to have reflexes that match my brains command to "Catch". May be I should get some of the dog training they throw out in the park - for free, and fetch some flying Frisbee.
I don't live in my past anymore. All those things that weighed me down yesterday. I threw it out the window, and I've moved on to better and bigger things.
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